Tuesday, June 06, 2006

emotional nite, bye ko n mei

today very sad, sad till woke up n blog..y sad?? shd say emotional.. my koko like my mei mei wor. i terepit at centre. Actually very hurt lor, how to say? Its like they both so close d mah, y i wanna be tiang lampu. And when we chat together they chat privately pulak. Come t0 think of it, since last time i face this kinda problem. Primary sch best fren like tht. secondary sch best fren also like tht, she was the most beautiful gal in sch. One of my fren paktoh with her, i tot he wanted to kacau her, i chased him away sumore. Actually i was the tiang lampu again. SAd case. Y alwiz like tht de leh. Hey i m 18! Y think like small kid??? Since last time my best frens all leng luis leh, so many of my frenz tend to c them n not me. Like i m invisible de. Watch princess' diary? just exactly like her. LOL. Need God's grace to recover self esteem then. Lots of stories.
and how abt this friday?? i really dunno how to bring on the atmosphere. This job belongs to grace n roy. They noe more. really useless la me. aiks. but yeah i will love my youth group. Even it will takes my tears to love them. BUt how??

3 comments:

hwei said...

Who's the ko and mei leh =_=

~warrior princess of God~ said...

ko is someone fr KL, mei is someone fr Penang

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