fuh

err, christians cant be in yoked with non christians rite? tht means canot be together la. N me, i really tht kinda soh soh one in terms of this kinda relationship. 1stly, if like someone leh, then will like cant concentrate in everythg, then like d leh, then tell tht someone d leh, then few days can forget ppl. This is call dig own grave n dig the grave for others. Vy charm?? Any solution to this illness of me ah?? Fuh!! So i think now i m going thru a difficult period again lor.
tht guy dun mind one haha. He just wanna strive in everythg he do, leaving me now so struggle.. but y so childish hweelin o hweelin, noeing somethg tht is impossible just let go lah, soh soh de. really soh soh de.
N.. f6 letter still havent come yet, really so charm. The whole mlc rcvd letter d except gbs. Dun really noe whatz happening. N by the time i got settled down i will surely missed lots of lessons. Anyway God will take care of it I m sure. hehe. But then gg to sch now is really a boring thing for me, cos oni go for PA n Math(which i hate alot).. N during chem really din pay attention at all.. wahhaa if forced to stay sc how could i survive?? Lol.
when can i be strong again? When can my heart be still? when can my heart store no one but God?
sorry dad