got a chance to get to noe this fren of mine, he regards himself as devil... actually when i chat to him Lord to admit that i faith really shaky, and Lord i just wanna say sorry n to ask u to strengthen my faith. Strengthen it. Itz needless to doubt abt God, cos i have doubted him so many times, whether he is a true o false God. But again n again i came to tht conclusion tht he is true, so y doubt?? the process is alwiz sad when i doubt him. Lord if this guy is for u, u win him over. NO matther whatz the doubt in his heart, win him over to be ur prince, ur son. And tell him tht u love him too, cos it seems that he really dunno. Like me, sometimes also dunno Dad that u love me so much leh.
and i still nvr got to swtich to arts. Itz like half way hanging leh, vy susah. I have no heart to learn bt sc, esp chemistry, it makes me sick. And i also nvr gotta chance to study abt arts subj, so itz like hanging on the air. Whatever it is, i choose to believe that God is guiding me. Remember Lord, i just wanna live with u, if i ever stray, ur love pulls me back yeap?