youth group

it's not easy as president of a youth group.. really stressful.. Dunno what the Lord is doing, even when I am unfaithful, not praying for them, not on fire for MYF and not zealous for God or stay close with him. Moreover, i m not extroverted that kind of ppl, i really dunno how to bring those youths together, to make them closer. Even when i wanna bring them out to play, i also dunno how to do it. I m afraid that i wud make them bored. Really dunno what to do d. So hard.